谜

自从与你联系，

原来才发现心里还是牵挂着你，

时时刻刻都会想到要关心你，

你不逃避我，不拒绝我。

其实我很想知道你心里想的是什么,

为什么还对我那么好，为什么还愿意聆听我。

你应该没发觉我还对你爱意吧？

你应该没发觉我还对你关心吧？

原来我并没有贪心了，

能继续和你聊，和你开玩笑，

我开始满足了，因为怕会失去你，

所以只可以默默地把那份爱存放在心里。

我想你了，你呢？

牵手~

牵手后，会不会轻易的放开？

牵手后，会不会一直牵到老？

一个人是不会随意牵起你的手，

因为他相信，

牵了手，就是一个承诺。

牵了手，就是一辈子了。

一个人也不会轻易放开那牵起的手，

因为他相信，

放手了，就是伤。

放手了，就是痛。

曾经，分开过的手是否还会再次抓紧彼此的手？

曾经，对你的承诺是否可以兑现？

很想牢牢牵着你的手，

慢慢的走在无尽的街道，

那我就可以牵你的手得更久，走得更远。

出现与消失的一线之差~

昨天，终于看到了，
我期盼已久的你。
自从那一次错误的选择，
把一切都搞砸了。
我很懊恼，也很后悔。

然而，
你的出现，让我觉得心情好点了，
看见了，知道了。
原来一切只是暂时性而已。

今天，你又消失了，
原来我就有这么一天可以看到你。
就算那么的一天，
我觉得有欣慰的感觉。
但是，伤心的感觉仍然存在，
不知如何解释，心里总觉得有点酸酸的。

又重新和你传简讯，
心情可是无比的喜悦。
每次和你传简讯，
总觉得心情会变好。
可以偶尔知道你的近况，
可以偶尔看见你回复我，
就算那么一点的字和标点符号，
但它已表达所有的事情，
让我觉得你是过的很好的。

不知道的不知道~

在这夜幕时分，

这一刻，

我想起了你，想念了你。

原来，我时时刻刻都没忘记过你，
或者换个角度来讲，我不曾把你忘记，不能把你忘记。

有时偶尔给你发了短讯，

除了想知道你过得好不好，

其实，是我想你了。

不想让你知道我还爱着你，

不想让你发现我想念着你，

害怕你知道了，会逃避我，

害怕你知道了，会不睬我，

所以，选择了隐瞒，选择了沉默。

会不会有那么一天，

我可以再次告诉你我爱你，

会不会有那么一天，

我可以再次告诉你我想你，

会不会有那么一天，

我可以再次告诉你我疼你。

如果会有那么一天，我最想告诉你的是~我爱你!!!

Text-ed~

after so long,

after some struggling between do and don't,

after some courage to go,

Finally,

Text-ed someone....

someone that didn't text for some while....

well, in the end

the feeling turns good, can't explain and don't know why....

i would say that will be the most special thing i did on a not so special Sunday~~~ :)

gonna head to bed soon,Night everyone~!!!

True Experiece~

came across an article in facebook, found something interesting and definitely express some feeling.

Have you ever experience typing a message and wanted to text someone that you really think of him/her at the moment.
you type a long message it may sound:

"hey, how r u doin?didnt listen from you for a while,hopefully you are doin great. life getting busier recently, however i didnt forget about you.no matter how busy is your life, dont forget about your health and take care. not least, i miss you."

however, after some thinking, you edited the message into shorter sentence, you remove those take care,miss you....and turn out the message only sound:

"hey, how r u doin recently?"

or you finish type the long message, but in the end you didnt press the send button, instead of send it, you delete the message and put your phone down.cause you afraid that will disturb that "person".

sometime, you started don't even dare to text the "person", or you afraid that the "person" wont reply you.

sometime, even you know that the "person" won't text you, but you still will take a look at your phone to see whether did the "person" text you.

you miss the "person", but you won't let the "person" know it.
you won't text the "person", you won't call the "person".
you will type all thing that wanted to tell the "person", but end up you won't send it.

and you did miss the "person" by now.....

read the note in facebook
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=171754049527250&id=129004073822346

unplanned Thursday :)

everything is not planned in the beginning....

wanted to pay a visit to The Library soft launch.

in the end, when passed by IOI Boulevard, saw that place is super crowded and traffic is jam!!!

well,opening with free flow of beer, who else will miss this opportunities to drink!!!

so cancel the visit and stay at home for dinner. :)

then later on,Shin text-ed me after my dinner.

Shin: i dont want to stay at home, so sien a

me: LOL,want to go where???

Shin:where are you?

me:i at Puchong Jaya now.

Shin:then we go study lar?

me:haha okok, pick you up.

driving to Shin house take me around 15 minute cause of jam in front The Library :(

pick her up and went to The Library to see at the crowded place. end up we change our mind and head to Bandar Puteri looking for other place to chill out.

okay here is the problem....we actually dunno where to go until we driving and go round round in Bandar Puteri.

end up we decide to go have tong shui back in opposite IOI mall....the coincident thing happen that KH rang us up too. asking us to head to tong shui place.

oh yea....SHin arh,dun alway gam fei la,you also not fei at all....not good for health arh,not taking proper meal but only take cereal. :)

hmmm....thats all for this post. gonna continue my zuma game and korea series. :)

The Intian Little Fockers outing~

12.01.2011 the very first day i back to college for enrollment!!!

woohoo!!!get excited as im away from that place like ermmm....2 months

get to know i passed all my subject and can move on to next semester. *yeah yeah*

however, surprise with the amount of my tuition fees RM11775.00 *O.O!!!*

way to high already....for half a year...5 subjects~

im gonna study for 18 weeks 1 week exam and 6 weeks sem break....long sem to go.....

as what we plan, Shien,JingMan,Tian,Brian are already at college and enrol. the next place we need to head to is -Sunway Pyramid!!!

arrgghh....since ever we start our sem break, didnt meet each other at all...

so we decided to go for lunch and movie session~

after some consideration~we decide to watch Meet the Parents: Little Fockers

we bought our movie ticket Meet the Parents: Little Fockers and then lunch at Gasoline.

Me with the Gasoline!!!

Tian-Tian

The Girls~

The Guys~

Our next Movie-Green Hornet!!!~~

Well, the movie starting quite boring....however its getting funny.

get to know few interesting term!!!

the actor from Night at the Museum Ben Stiller as Gaylord "Greg"Focker

he is appointed as head of family and named as "Godfocker"

well somehow if u read its over and over....it will sound like

Greg Focker = Great F**ker

GodFocker = Godf**ker

overall i will say that this movie is worth to see as many laughter scene....

little Focker saw papa helping grandpa to overcome some problem in the toilet is the most funniest scene and not least the YouTube remix scene in the end during credit played.

oh yea~~~not to forget...got Jessica Alba in this movie. :)

心情的点滴

近来心情复杂到透顶，

心里总觉得还是那么的奇怪，

无法解释到底是怎么一回事。

时好时坏，可能一个人真的想太多了吧。

而且，一些东西还是不断缠着我，

其实是我还在想，还是一些东西就是不断的浮现，

这点连我自己都不清楚。

说好了，不想了，但可能是脑子不听话。

一些片子，总在脑海里出现。

虽然有点模糊不清，但还能知道梦里到底是什么东西。

真是难搞啊。

虽然选择了忘记，但还是需要时间。

这段日子里，

有时真的觉得时间过得好慢。

还好有少些活动让我打发时间。

得要感谢几个人，几个陪伴我的人。

第一个人，'她'总是听着我对她诉苦，但从不因此而觉得烦。

真的可怜她近日一直给我烦她，真不幸的她。

她还不忘邀我出去看戏，晚餐，运动。虽然有时我们没什么话题，

但她是我信任得过的一个人。不知她还会邀我去哪里呢？

尽然如此，都得谢谢'你'啦 :)

第二个人，'他'一向来就是那么好，从不拒绝我任何要求，听我的废话。

一通电话，二话不说就马上回到。

他大好人一个，什么都没关系，快乐就好。谢谢'你'啦 :)

写了一大堆废话，把我的心里想说的都写完出来，轻松多了。

不知如何告诉别人的东西，只有把它写在这里。

2011 First Outing!!!

My very first post in 2011,

well, i will poh peh about first outing for this year!!! *woohoo!!!*

randomly asked Shin whether she's going for the movie Gulliver's Travels, so i decided to go along with her for the late movie@IOI Mall.

since the movie start at 11.15pm, so we went for dinner at Sakae Sushi. However that dinner don't stand long as we finish earlier. While walking in IOI, a girl approach us and told us that The Library is open.whats next, we headed there and take a look of the latest attraction in Puchong Boulevard!!!*yeah yeah*

hmmm....thing does not turn out as what the girl said and we find out it only will open tomorrow 6/1/2011. even The Library not yet start business, we still able to take a peek into it and we syok sendiri taking lots of photo.

The Bar Counter

Stage for Bands

Exterior Look of The Library

Our Syok Sendiri Photo

after that, we walked around and saw this place called as Vive la Vida, so we decided to give a try.

looking through the menu, lots of choice for beers, cocktails, wine.

we end up ordered 2 cocktail which named Heat Wave and Kiwi Margarita.each glass cost us RM25.00

Heat wave cocktail is a mixture coconut rum-Malibu,Peach Schnapps,Pinapple Juice,Grenadine. it taste like tropical drink and giving you a feel like Hawaii.

Before

After

Kiwi Margarita is mixture of tequila,triple sec,lime juice,pinapple juice,and some sugar coat around the ring of the glass.

we headed back to IOI Mall at 11pm. The movie Gulliver's Travels quite nice, i rate it 8/10....funny and full of laughter movie. imagine a giant size human in little human world, helping each other...having own brand somemore.

reach home at 1.30am after the movie.....thats end my first outing....tired, but fun. :)

Oh....last but not least....thx to Shin for this little cute doll from Krabi!!!